wow, just noticed i am not who i was. and that is not a good thing. i used to be social. now im not. i realized now that when i meet new people im quieter than i used to be. 2 years ago, it was so easy for me to meet new people. to get along and easy to start up a conversation. now i feel like i cant. i feel like im thinking too much now. i love the person i used to be. now, i just dont know. im trying to get that person back, but its just hard. i dont know what to do.
