wow, i haven’t posted in awhile. sorry for whoever was actually reading my post. don’t think anyone did. but its okay i don’t expect for anyone to read my post.
when i read back to my posts i start to cry cause nothing has changed. & i’m not going to blame anyone but myself for that problem because i never made that move to change it. i guess thats what hurts the most. when i look at myself in the mirror i just want to punch it, punch myself/ beat myself up for looking the way i do. when i look through my phone & i try to look through my contacts on who i can call to hang out or to just talk to. i just cant find anyone. i’m left alone. i really don’t know what to do anymore. i guess i rather be alone than have fake friends. i don’t have much to say because i will only be repeating myself.
