I want to be able to look at myself in the mirror and be satisfied. I don’t always have to look good, I’m not trying to make anyone else happy but myself. Like I said in my previous post, self-esteem. My biggest problem in 2009. In 2010 I’m looking to change it and keep it throughout my life. That is what I’m doing, but when you don’t have encouragement and no one by your side to help you through it, everything seems to not matter. But, I always tell myself, I need to do this alone. I need to pick myself up when no one else is around, because like this situation, I will be left alone in other situations and I can not always depend on others. I look at myself in the mirror, and tell myself “you can do it, don’t let others put you down.” Now that I say it to myself, pretty much everyday, I have to put it into action. Thats the hardest part.
