There are people in your life that will leave, and there are people that will stay. For some reason, I can never find the ones that stay. They always say that they will, but in the end, they always end up leaving. They say they “promise” but that promise always seems to be broken. I dislike it when people make promises they can’t keep. Why can’t they just say that they will try instead of making promises. When people talk to me, and they say “they promise” I always have to tell them to double check, and their answer always seems to change from “I Promise” to “I’ll try.”

When I say “leave” I don’t only mean physically, but I also mean emotionally. They leave your heart to break and to never mend. People always say they are looking for love, and its because they can never find people that will never leave their heart to break. Someone can always stay spiritually and emotionally. No one can ever stay physically. When I had that someone, they were physically gone, because they had had just died, but everything he has taught me, everything he has done for me, will always stay with me. He’s helped me through all of my boyfriend break ups, he’s helped me through family problems, he’s helped me through backstabbing friends, and he’s helped me through mental problems [ ex. anorexia, bulimia]. Everything that he has helped me through, has stayed with me. His love has stayed with me because I know he loves me unconditionally. He made me promises that he knew he could make. One promise he has always kept, “I’ll try to not hurt you, I promise there will be times I do, but I promise, I don’t mean it.”